Today I switched to the final Mu Epsilon filters. Who knows where I'm going to be by the end of the week. I'm really curious because right now things are pretty depthy and strong. Everything is coming together as it should. It will likely be another month or so, because I still have double vision and I have to implement a pretty good amount of conscious control to keep things single. But who knows... maybe things will snap into place this week. The small amount of floating that my lazy eye is doing will suddenly cease, and the lazy-eye image will fuse, and I will have a single vision of the world. I imagine that it will be a jarring experience. It's hard to imagine that it won't be.
Anyway--light tube exercises lately have been quite a bit of correcting for the hypertropia that exists. I haven't had a proper chance to do a lot of fudging. This morning and afternoon I did only a slight amount of fudging. I did a bit more fudging just now. Things to appear differently now for sure. As of this writing I feel significantly closer to having reached my goals than ever before.
I just hope I didn't fuck anything up by doing this fudging. Like... maybe someone who knows something about the eye will read this someday and gasp in horror at the things I do with my eyes. I suppose I'm a little worried that I might have developed some faux foveas. But oh well. Regardless, my vision has never been better than it is now, and I'll just continue down this road and see where it takes me. It sure is a lonely journey.
Oh yeah... saccades were awesome. The accuracy was quite good. Next time I'll put in more conscious effort to try and occupy the lazy eye so that I don't try to hit the target, but instead occupy the eye and let it hit the target naturally--you know... in the way a binocularly normal person would.
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