I'll start making posts more frequently because now more interesting things are beginning to happen; there are more things on my mind; and I'm excited and need an outlet.
Today I saw more depth, more detail, and more information. It's exciting. So many things are going through my mind right now: I'm going to have stereopsis soon; it's going to be awesome; I'm going to be able to move on with my life--but with a life that's significantly improved. Fuck yeah.
I've said those things before. More depth, detail, and information--but now it's different. My eyes are now pointing where they're supposed to point. It's almost as if before the other eye was somewhere else. It was right there; I could see it, but somehow it was in a different universe. But that's changed. Now when I put my attention on that eye, it's right there; there's very little adjustment needed. The attention can be on the eye almost uninterrupted--which I suppose is the whole point of all of those exercises. Now, it's almost like I can reach out and grab my eye with one of my hands and have its command.
I can see what people are talking about when they say that it's very stimulating. Normally I'm a very fearless and reckless person, but I could see that changing when I have stereopsis. When I was playing XCOM: Enemy Within, there are cutscenes with aliens running around after you've completed your turn. Before it was nothing. But now--and I'm just beginning to have stereopsis--I'm getting sort of freaked out by the aliens. Before they were just a thing--a painting on a wall. But now it's like FUCK it's in my face! Jesus shit! It's going to take some getting used to for sure. Jesus Christ... Fuck.