Recently, the state of my vision has me thinking more and more about Zeno's Paradox. The more improvement I make, the more distance I realize I have to still cover: the more work that still needs to be accomplished. It sucks, kinda, but at the same time the improvement is continual, and I cannot deny it. So I really have no choice but to keep going.
The changes I'm experiencing are real. Something new happened recently that never happened before. I got a real jarring sense of what non-suppression is. For a brief instant both eyes were fully on, or so at least that's how it appeared. It was pretty overwhelming and overstimulating. Then it immediately went away and I did not experience it again.
I recall reading accounts of these types of experiences from other people: jarring and intense experiences of non-suppression when one is not accustomed to it--whether those instances of non-suppression are accompanied by stereopsis or not. Either way, it's incredibly intense, unexpected, and overwhelming.
It was only for an instant, but it was real and unmistakable, and it was a first. And my vision now is definitely in a different places than it was a week ago. Probably an indication of more changes to come.
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