Wednesday, October 13, 2021

I really know what I'm doing now.

 I'm not there yet. I said about a month ago that I might have stereopsis in a few weeks.  I was excited. But I kinda knew that it would be more than that.  But man.  I really, really know what I'm doing now.  So much it hurts.  I really know the hell out of what I'm doing--in terms of looking around, and using my eyes properly.  People: it does happen, eventually.  If you stay with it long enough (and your eyes are decent, overall, and you do the right things), you'll eventually understand what it is that you're doing, and it will kind of make sense.

  I was looking at my eyes in the mirror a few minutes ago... so good.  My eyes look so straight, and so ... BIG--well, comparatively.  I remember growing up, one kid, Dan April (Real name.  Fucked up, I know) used to playfully tease me by calling me 'Japan man' due to my squint.  Dude is lucky he said it 30 years ago.  Otherwise that mofo would have been canceled.  My cosmetics... now that I think of it... has changed a lot.  I don't really think about my appearance that much.  But it has.  Nice.